Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I m picking me apart again
You all assume
I m safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don t want to be the one
The battles always choose
cause inside I realize
And I m the one confused

I don t know what s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don t know why I instigate
And say what I don t mean
I don t know how I got this way
I know it s not all right
So I m
Breaking the habit
I m breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breathe again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I don t want to be the one
The battles always choose
cause inside I realize
That I m the one confused

I don t know what s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don t know why I instigate
And say what I don t mean
I don t know how I got this way
I ll never be allright
So I m
Breaking the habit
I m breaking the habit
Tonight

I ll paint it on the walls
cause I m the one at fault
I ll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don t know what s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don t know how I got this way
I ll never be allright
So I m breaking the habit
I m breaking the habit
I m breaking the habit
Tonight