Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down

Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall to down, like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on, for toy soldiers

I m suppose to be the soldier who never blows has composure
Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my
shoulders
I ain t never suppose to show it, my crew ain t suppose to know
it
But if it means going toe to toe with the Benzino, it don t
matter
I d never drag em in battles that I can handle less I
absolutely have to
I m suppose to set an example, I need to be the leader
My crew looks for me to guide em
If some shit ever just pop off I m suppose to be beside em
Now Ja said I tried to squash it, it was too late to stop it
There s a certain line you just don t cross and he crossed it
I heard him say Hailie s name on a song and I just lost it
It was crazy, this shit be way beyond some Jay-Z and Nas shit
And even though the battle was won, I feel like we lost it
I spent too much energy on it, honestly I m exhausted
And I m so caught in it I almost feel I m the one who caused it
This ain t what I m in hip hop for, it s not why I got in it
That was never my object for someone to get killed
Why would I wanna destroy something I help build
It wasn t my intentions, my intentions were good
I went through my whole career without ever mentionin [Suge]
Now it s just out of respect, for not runnin my mouth
And talkin about something that I knew nothing about
Plus Dre told me stay out, this just wasn t my beef
So I did, I just fell back, watched and gritted my teeth
While he s all over TV, down talkin a man who literally saved
my life
Like "fuck it I understand" this is business
And this shit just isn t none of my business
But still knowin this shit could pop off at any minute
cause...

Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down, like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on, for toy soldiers

There used to be a time when, you could just say a rhyme
And wouldn t have to worry about one of your people dyin
But now it s elevated cause once you put someone s kids in it
The shit gets escalated, it ain t just words no more is it?
It s a different ball game, callin names and you ain t just
rappin
We actually tried to stop the 50 and Ja beef from happenin
Me and Dre had sat with him, kicked it and had a chat with him
And asked him not to start it he wasn t gonna go after him
Until Ja started yappin in magazines how we stabbed him
Fuck it 50 smash em, mash em and let him have it
Meanwhile my attention is pullin in other directions
Some receptionist at The Source who answers phones at his desk
has an erection for me and thinks that I ll be his resurrection
Tries to blow the dust off his mic and make a new record
But now he s fucked the game up cause one of the ways I came
up
Was through that publication the same one that made me famous
Now the owner of it has got a grudge against me for nothin
Well fuck it, that motherfucker could get it too, fuck him then
But I m so busy being pissed off I don t stop to think
That we just inherited 50 s beef with Murder Inc.
And he s inherited mine which is fine ain t like either of us
mind
We still have soldiers that s on the front line
That s willing to die for us, as soon as we give the orders
Never to extort us, strictly to show they support us
We ll maybe shout em out in a rap or up in a chorus
To show them we love em back and let em know how important it
is
to have Runyon Avenue soldiers up in our corners
Their loyalty to us is worth more than any award is
But I ain t tryna have none of my people hurt and murdered, it
ain t worth it
I can t think of a perfecter way to word it
Then to just say that I love y all too much to see the verdict
I ll walk away from it all fore I let it go any further
But don t get it twisted, it s not a plea that I m coppin
I m just willin to be the bigger man
If y all can quit poppin off at your jaws with the knockin
cause frankly I m sick of talkin
I m not gonna let someone else s coffin rest on my conscience
cause...

Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down, like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on, for toy soldiers